PiNk Love

CONFUSION SETS IN....

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 17:55:47 GMT

just plainly i dont know what to do...

i want all the things i asked for of you
then i want all the things on my list

is wrong to be so selfish..in this case i dont care. im still hurting and will always hurt..i just feel like whenever i love someone something goes wrong..i just need time

i want the world...

THIS CALLS FOR A SHOPPING TRIP TO RANDALLS..plus we are all out of food..

im going to make fried rice..yum.

SOOO I HAD....

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 17:24:50 GMT

the worst day today

1. the power to my apt went out so i did not make it to my first class
2. the building was freezing
3. on my way out i saw the cutest little kid ridding on the back of his mothers bike and i wanted to cry
4. a bird pooped in my hair
5. i tripped and busted my ass/scraped my leg

on a happier note i think i am getting my jetta back...

you know who you are

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 23:19:24 GMT

ive made a list of things....

1. my favorite flower
2. laughing at my jokes even if they arent funny..and i know they arent but i like them
3. a dinosaur
4. a note written saying everything you have wanted to say
5. a real white puppy sitting at my doorstep
6. getting the tingle
7. and about 900 other wishes
8. random compliments and thoughts
9. the smell of your pillow
10. penguins

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 21:34:39 GMT

i keep reading these old entries from my birthday...thats when it really all started to happen

i dont know what i meant about all the stuff i told raeven...ive just lost everything..

you dont have to prove your love to me..i know you do..i just am lost..confused and i cant stop thinking and crying and memories..

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 21:26:18 GMT

its been along time since i have entered an entry...kind of hate adding one

i want to so bad but i cant

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 20:08:51 GMT

saturday was really nice...i had a blast at work and saturday night was really mellow

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 01:00:21 GMT

today was actually nice..went to work all day..and finished a project there..it was nice to complete something now im just hungry but i dont know what i want

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:25:06 GMT

i was thinking about things and all of sudden alien ant farm was on...that reminded me of warped tour when it came to corpus and i saw the ataris...i dont care how gay i sound .... i still love them and i still have their compact disk..plus i met them and they were totally cool even though now i have to wonder if their egos are a bit large..anyways i<3theataris....YAY!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 02:59:47 GMT

"When it comes to relationships, don't be the person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. Forget about the risk and take the fall. If it's really love, then there's no risk at all. Besides, of all the words, tongue and pen, the saddest are, 'it could have been'."

<3..why do i keep fucking up...im so sorry..i like you too much to let go now.

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 03:40:13 GMT

busters gone

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 02:50:52 GMT

well i am 18 and goddamit i havent gotten carded yet

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 04:22:04 GMT

so tomarrow i will be 18
woo..and i say that with so much enthusiasm...

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO GET ME??????

hah..i just want europe...oh i fell in love this weekend..with jack daniels

actually something did happen this weekend and i think it really meant something..like for the reals yo..but i dont know what to do about it or how to think..why does this have to happen to me..why do i fall so easily..anyways enough whining..damn it..

TELL ME WHATS UP THIS WEEKEND

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 20:05:42 GMT

so this weekend ruled life...except for the fact that people are animals and have to ruin my house...but we got the job done in the morning..

i think what made me soo happy is who i woke up with and who stayed at my house..its nice just seeing friends all waking each other up and then having some more fun

3 more days and i will be legal..thats kind of crazy

next weekend maybe..

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 18:19:23 GMT

PARTY TONIGHT

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 04:50:17 GMT

the world is annoying the world

i dont understand..if i do one thing i piss one person off..then if i do another thing i piss the other person off....

I JUST CANT WIN

one week=18...party wud up

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 03:00:05 GMT

THE SONG OF THE WEEKEND...

I feel sorry for the next girl in line, whoa
She ain’t got a chance in hell
The last one taught me not to let my guard down
Yeah, I’ve learned my lesson well, I’m not lovin’ anymore

If I seem like a jaded man
I’ve been burned time and again
By the flames of love, Lord above
Knows I try real hard
Not sure that I’m through with love
One thing I am sure of
I don’t want to feel this way again
So I'll tell ya now

I’d be a fool to try again
Love’s a game you just can’t win
So for a while I think that I’ll
Sit out of the game
All the hurt and pain I feel
The wounds of love take time to heal
So don’t be a-thinkin that I’ll be a-lovin’ soon
So I'll tell ya now

goddamn its a good one

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 16:44:40 GMT

so this family friend died..

and pecker head called me...

so i called brandon because i really wanted to talk to someone who i actually care about but he was on the internet and didnt call back but i know he was busy soo..i just hate when someone dies all random because you start thinking about all these random thoughts like what if i die and the people you actually care about ... well...you never get to talk to them again..its just like over..so my birthday is in like 2 weeks..i was thinking about going all paris hilton and having like 9287349823 million parties..not actually but i want alot...or just be fucked up for the whole month of february...

my dad got a room in south padre for 4 nights...the first weekend of spring break...so if any of yous want to go tell me so you can pitch in a little bit because its hella expensive...but yah

FUN IN THE SUN AND i will be sitting on the beach like a beached whale...oh yah no parents...FUCK YES

im still hurting

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 23:31:39 GMT

for dani:

screw relationships

fuck guys

yes

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:57:19 GMT

i hate livejournal..it should die

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 17:04:49 GMT

omg i have been annoying lately...i think it is because of pms anyways

i had two of the worst dreams i could ever have in my lifetime...

the first one was that i was at work..but not hamlin pharmacy..and i put my chanel sunglasses down and when i came back to get them they were broken...then i started screaming and i said that whoever did this would be fired..then i told all the employees that those sunglasses were worth more than their lives....end.

second one was weird i was like with brandon and jw just showed up at my door..so i went to the kitchen and sat on the island and he started talking to me about random things and then he tried to kiss me and i pushed him away and grabbed brandon and we just started running like olympic gold medalists...

i consider those nightmares more than anything especially the first one..sigh

i <3 chanel

love katie

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 08:20:00 GMT

i seriously think i am bipolar....and right now i just want to be gone.....

i cant take this shit anymore

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 08:17:06 GMT

everynight.....i found out why i do it everynight...

its a joy that you want to kill more than anything

and only one person knows....

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 02:10:38 GMT

THANK THE LORD I BOUGHT A CELL PHONE....

244-2422

CALL ME IF YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOU!

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 16:36:16 GMT

well dani had to quit..dont know why

i think i screwed everything up....

AND

total bullshit

AND

i am getting like home sick but with the beach...i want to spend all summer there.!!!

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 18:31:16 GMT

at work...

very weird guys came in..he said i was his future wife.....GROSS!!!

my horoscope:

Your Tuesday Horoscope Aquarius!
A soulmate possibility could be burning brighter than ever as long term issues are being discussed. The person you want to partner with may secretly want to partner up with you.

HMMMM......??

WHO SECRETLY WANTS TO PARTNER UP WITH ME....CAUSE I WANT YOU TOO!!!!

<3 just playing

but anyways about this soulmate stuff...that is kind of weird cause me and soulmate do not go together..but then again its just a horoscope..