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[01 Sep 2005|12:50pm] |
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just plainly i dont know what to do...
i want all the things i asked for of you then i want all the things on my list
is wrong to be so selfish..in this case i dont care. im still hurting and will always hurt..i just feel like whenever i love someone something goes wrong..i just need time
i want the world...
THIS CALLS FOR A SHOPPING TRIP TO RANDALLS..plus we are all out of food..
im going to make fried rice..yum.
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| SOOO I HAD.... |
[31 Aug 2005|12:19pm] |
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the worst day today
1. the power to my apt went out so i did not make it to my first class 2. the building was freezing 3. on my way out i saw the cutest little kid ridding on the back of his mothers bike and i wanted to cry 4. a bird pooped in my hair 5. i tripped and busted my ass/scraped my leg
on a happier note i think i am getting my jetta back...
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[30 Aug 2005|06:14pm] |
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ive made a list of things....
1. my favorite flower 2. laughing at my jokes even if they arent funny..and i know they arent but i like them 3. a dinosaur 4. a note written saying everything you have wanted to say 5. a real white puppy sitting at my doorstep 6. getting the tingle 7. and about 900 other wishes 8. random compliments and thoughts 9. the smell of your pillow 10. penguins
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[30 Aug 2005|04:31pm] |
i keep reading these old entries from my birthday...thats when it really all started to happen
i dont know what i meant about all the stuff i told raeven...ive just lost everything..
you dont have to prove your love to me..i know you do..i just am lost..confused and i cant stop thinking and crying and memories..
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[30 Aug 2005|04:24pm] |
its been along time since i have entered an entry...kind of hate adding one
i want to so bad but i cant
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[27 Feb 2005|02:08pm] |
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saturday was really nice...i had a blast at work and saturday night was really mellow
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[24 Feb 2005|06:59pm] |
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today was actually nice..went to work all day..and finished a project there..it was nice to complete something now im just hungry but i dont know what i want
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[22 Feb 2005|07:23pm] |
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i was thinking about things and all of sudden alien ant farm was on...that reminded me of warped tour when it came to corpus and i saw the ataris...i dont care how gay i sound .... i still love them and i still have their compact disk..plus i met them and they were totally cool even though now i have to wonder if their egos are a bit large..anyways i<3theataris....YAY!
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[21 Feb 2005|08:59pm] |
"When it comes to relationships, don't be the person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. Forget about the risk and take the fall. If it's really love, then there's no risk at all. Besides, of all the words, tongue and pen, the saddest are, 'it could have been'."
<3..why do i keep fucking up...im so sorry..i like you too much to let go now.
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[16 Feb 2005|09:40pm] |
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busters gone
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